Destiny

Moyd asked me why I'm intrested in Palestine issue. I did said first as a result of my knowledge of international politics. But later I admitted that i had no clear idea before the visiting. I was shocked by the visiting, then realised that what I regard as a natural thing is not natural to certain people. Such as the freedom to move, to travel, to have a peaceful life, and to have 'dignity'. He asked me how I felt when the first time to visit them. I said that it's superficial as it's tricky to judge something based on a short visit, though I guess that life is worse than I can image.

I feel a bit afffected to talk to him indeed. Something like I am approaching the real world that I haven't really known so far. However that's their 'normal' life. I do really want to devote myself to do something, but I need to remind of myself don't be passionate temporarily. Since I have involved something so called social movement for long, one thing I have disliked is that some people just go to some field to show their passion and to leave away as they always can find something else to show their progressive concern. Passion, or progressive ideology, is really NOTHING until you do some action in the long term.

Ok. What I want to say is that today I just passed a route which I seldom to walk through, suddenly I saw an advertisement in which a society will held an organising meeting discussing Palestine issue on Wednesday night. That do surprise me as I did not expect to see this kind of information at that moment. Surely I will be happy to attend the meeting and to meet people who have the same concern with me. I am just wondering that maybe I have begun to learn the issue so that I become sensitive in this kind of informations. The idea of 'destiny' came to me then. I did not expect by May to visit Palestine, to make friends there, to learn something which is hurtful and shocking. But life is going on and the issue, or the people came to me.

The destiny brings me to know it and I should keep it going on.