Getting More, Fearing added

I should concentrate my writing now due to another deadline of essay submission in the end of this week. Notwithstanding my mind can not stop worring about a matter thus I am just bothered by that again and again. No wonder sometimes I wish myself can care less, whatever about a person or an affair, in doing so enables me feel more calm, though might feel bored and lonely meanwhile.

Life is fair. If you seek something or someone and being lucky to get them afterwards. You might begin to fear of the loss of them unless you just enjoy the feeling of pursuing something and don't mind them at all. Getting what you want also means that you need to make efforts to keep them as you have already known the feeling of owning something. Positive and negative are sometimes the opposite faces of the same coin.

No way to make me feel better even though I wrote the above arguments. I should stop writing now and come back to my essay.

Sigh...